Composer Music Theorist

Wet Dirt
"I found myself completely mesmerized by the story of Ugly and Deer. The music is beyond gorgeous and perfectly encapsulates the chaos of two people navigating mixed feelings of love, loss, and fear of change."
- Mel Burdeck, audience review

Category
Year Composed
Orchestration
Duration
Chamber Opera
2023
Soprano, Tenor, Alto Saxophone, String Quartet, Piano, Harp
35 minutes
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Ugly - Brian Rasmussen
Deer - Corinne Costell
Manu - Richard Brasseale
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Stage Direction - Paige Dirkes-Jacks
Music Direction - Lígia Pucci
Set Design - Paige Dirkes-Jacks & Kota Terrace
Lighting Design - Alex Kingsley
About:
We observe a couple known only by the nicknames they've given each other, Deer and Ugly, as they attempt to solve a hedge maze. At the center sits Manu, a voiceless ghost of their deceased friend, portrayed by the saxophone. They argue about moving in together - excuse, deflect, pry... a truth about Ugly comes to the surface and irrevocably changes their path forward. Overall, Wet Dirt explores themes of sexual repression, societal expectation, and shared memory through an intimate story of loss and love.
Wet Dirt weaves mental health’s relationship with sexual repression in multiple layers throughout. Deer and Ugly struggle with the societal constructs they aim to fulfill, the harm of which beats the characters down until Ugly loses his voice by the end and can only speak (as opposed to sing). Wet Dirt tells a coming out story through two perspectives: the one struggling with their sexual identity and the loved one who that sexuality impacts. Rather than valorizing or reasoning one character’s actions over the other, Wet Dirt zooms out and offers a critical lens on the overall corrosive nature of social-sexual constructs.
The composition unfolds as a cautionary tale where sexual repression denigrates the queer character who then in turn denigrates those around him - a snake eating its own tail. Collin and Andrea aimed to represent an unglorified shame often instilled in closited members of the queer community and how it hinders their ability to love and be loved. Wet Dirt treats sexual repression as a sickness imposed by outside forces, one that corrodes the would-be beautiful friendship between Deer, Ugly, and Manu to a broken one of grief and disconnect.